Reading too much information from the internet will become noise in your life that you cannot focus on what really matter to you the most. The more you read on non-sense stories, the more you depend on other opinions.
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Instead, I should spend more time on reading or watching tutorial for more knowledge to improve my skills. Since i don't have time for headache things like how people think of me, do they hate me ? I decide to completely get over all of them. Since I cannot control their minds towards me, if they think of me as a good friend, they will stay. That's it.
Instead, I focus on people who really matter to my life and things that I can control. My concern is Arts in Nature - Charity - Business - Colorful things.
How to improve my skills: Photography, Drawings, Sewing, ... or Shooting ?