I've realized I've been incredibly foolish, trying to make my magnum opus already instead of, well, building myself up on solid ground (RL wise) refining world view, gaining resources and the whatnot, Not too mention worldbuilding so my world feels consistent and sense making. I'll keep up the projects to have something to work on in the meanwhile and keep busy, but I gotta get a job and refine myself to the point someone could look at me and say, that's a man of quality right there, and it be true. What do you think?